Have you ever felt that there's something missing in your life?Have you ever felt that despite having a successful career you need something that you know will make you happier?Have you ever had sleepless nights wishing that you have someone to cuddle with in the middle of the night?Have you ever felt this "tick" in your heart whenever you see a happy couple around?Have you ever felt jealous of those women holding babies?
Yeah, this is me in my "emote" mode. I guess it's because of all the romance novel things and those Koreanovelas that I'm so much into lately that makes me feel more sensitive and do some fantasizing about love and all those romantic things that comes with it.
Flowers? Aww! Who wouldn't want one? And chocolates... Ahhhh... Don't get me all wrong... I've exprerienced having them.. Flowers and chocolates and cards... But then I realized, how come I'm getting them from somebody whom I didn't like? Because of that I wasn't able to feel the same bliss it must have been compared to getting from someone you really like or love, you know, the ultimate "kilig" factor is there.
I remember receiving a card from my ultimate crush in grade school. Hah! Oh well, yes, I was the sentimental kind of girl. Keeping cards and chocolate wrappers. Here are some of the memorabilias of my younger "landian" days. Hehehe..
Seeing them makes me reminisce the "kilig" feelings that I have while receiving them. Among the things that I got these are ones that are close to my heart. Those are such happy memories to forget. :) I love the feeling of being inlove and being taken cared of. At some point, I do miss having them. But I guess, I still have to wait. A few more months, maybe a few more years. I just hope that when love knocks my heart once again it will be forever and there will be a happy ever after. :)